I envy those who are able to live free without having to worry everyday.
I wish I didn't have to work and waste my life away doing something that I hate in order to take care of the people I love.
I wish my wife didn't have to feel pain.
I understand adulthood. I know as an adult, I have to make hard decisions and not be selfish. I get that. But it doesn't change the way I feel about my current situation.
Its like I am searching with a flash light for the light at the end of the tunnel but it is too dark. And the batteries in my flash light will only last so long.
I wish I knew who God wanted me to become
I wish I prayed more so that I would not have to wish.