I had an interesting conversation with some friends the other morning where we talked about our own personal relationship with God. I mentioned to one of my friends that I'm in a constant battle with worrying and letting God take control and lead the way.
I hate worrying all the damn time. And the sad thing about it, is that I know better. I know things will work out, because it always does. But It's like an addiction. As soon as something bad happens, the worrying begins again. I worried the whole time while my house was getting built, because I was afraid that something would happen and I wouldn't get the house. And now that I'm living in my house, I worry that something will happen and the house would be taken away. I worry about losing my job. I worry about bills. I worry about my health. I worry about homework. I could go on and on, but I worry that this blog would become long winded.
The only answer to worrying, is praying. I know to worry is a sin. I have to leave it in God's hands. I really do. And just know that what's meant to be in life, will be and there is nothing I can do about it. It's a constant battle though. I only know that once I finally let go of worrying, I could finally live a stress free life.